Artists

This is not a lie, a game, nor a hoax. Love me, hate me, respect me, or… not. Regardless, this is me… in blood and flesh.

Name: Chris “s!ke” O’Boyle
Age: 19
School: Chico State
Birthday: March 3rd 1988
Hobbies: Web Design, Bass Guitar
Portfolio: Artisticmind.net

I am lazy and I procrastinate.
I excite easily, and usually get let down.
I am indecisive and random.
I can be stubborn.
I am sarcastic.
I’m Italian, Irish, German, and Polish all at the same time.
I write in all CAPS, but rarely use caps when I type.
I like going on dates.
I absolutely LOVE to just cuddle.
If you kiss me on the neck… I’m all yours.
Bite my liprings, it turns me on.
I make hearts like this: E>.
Writing songs are my way of dealing with it.
I use emoticons a lot.
I try to live in the moment.
I like meeting new people.
I organize my phonebook contacts by “in” or “out”.
I am very sensitive.
I overanalyze way too much.
I seem to be the one people depend on most.
I am made up of 3 traits: ego, chivalry and sarcasm.
I do not believe in Heaven nor Hell
Patrick and I invented a sport we call Water Fucking.
People say I am a good listener.
I get attached very easily.
I will die young.
I am awful at planning in advance.
I have my own ideas about a higher power.
Myspace ruins relationships.
I hate it when people are hurt, but I hurt so much myself.
I am a guy. I have certain needs. (Fill in the blanks)
I want a girl who has similar needs. (Fill in the blanks)
I am afraid of roller coasters.
Stargazing is not only for girls.
Arab people get their names by smashing the keyboard.
I believe in karma.
Sometimes I want to start my life over.
I regret my entire four years of high school.
I think the glove compartment is inaccurately named.
I just want to be loved as much as I love.
I’m moving to Italia one day.
I want to change some lucky girls life.
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1. Artsiticmind.net
2. Myspace.com

Entity:

1. something that has a real and separate existence. Persons, mountains, languages, and beliefs are distinct entities.

2. being; existence.

About Me:

Hello my name is Chris Trudell and welcome to my page of lost and broken thoughts. They spill from my mind to my finger tips and collect here. These thoughts are from corners of nightmares, fields of memories, hidden loves, reserved solitude of loss, united brothers and friends, and beautiful dreams. They have a way shunning someone, pausing a moment in time to think, to open the third eye of thought. Their meaning is unknown and their relevance may be unimportant. They collect through time, witness, and experience to form who I am. I am the lost entity as are you. So join me, and side by side we shall journey together through this world on a extreme state of dramatic decline. Hold me tight. I will go deeper and deeper until I can find the purpose. Don’t feel alone. I am here with you. I stand against those of hypocrisies and find peace among the conscious mind between you and I. Come speak with the multiple voices of my mind, we shall solve the purpose of life.

Through my experiences I have seen the dark sides of light and beauties behind those of darkness. My thoughts have scared me. Yet they have shown the perfection of life. They act like erasers. Changing my perception of the world. Slowly I’m coming to terms on what I believe to be true. However I can’t tell the difference of what to feel, between what I’ve been trying so hard to see what appears to be real. I can not stand with ignorance. I need to be aware of the world around me. That awareness may bring me down- that is for sure. But I don’t turn a blind eye to the problems I see. There are many things I want to change, I have a plan, and time will tell. But know I am person against hypocrisy, and I base everything on respect. Not just respect towards you and I. But respect for the individuals around you and I. If I have to, I will always stand in front the sun to watch it rise again. To know the security of being alive is for hope that the answers may come to me when I stare into the sun.

I’m currently working on several small projects of life. I’m writing a romantic / suspense that may become an act for an actual play. [more detail will come later] This page has my poetry, blogs of thought, lyrics, and maybe some art too. Leave comments, create discussions and find contradictions. Enjoy life it is a beautiful thing. Love is found only if there is hope inside the soul. Can you feel it? In you eyes? Your veins? Your sweat? Your Blood?

About My Writings:

I don’t really know how many people read these. But if anyone does I hope you enjoy reading what I will/do write.

I have been killing myself with endless thought of the complications of life. Everything from philosophies of life / religion / government / control / war / education / life/ love / and death. I will start to give them form. I will write. I haven’t done this in awhile. And hopefully they will grow.

Tell me what you think, feel free to write me if you desire, and I do like meeting new people. Don’t be shy and introduce yourself and we can get to know each other.

_CHRIS_

• sirhc_t@hotmail.com
• chris_entity@yahoo.com
• http://www.myspace.com/thelostentity